Sunshine after the rain

You're the cure against my fear and my pain.... cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around....


Okay, I'll stop. It's stuck in my head. Leave me alone. But come on, how much do you miss boy bands? I sure do. Like Nsync and Backstreet Boys were amazing. I probably still know every word to every song on Nsync's "No Strings Attached" album. Does that make me a loser? No. Well, maybe. Get over it.

Well the reason I called this posting "Sunshine after the rain" is because it is so nice out today as compared to yesterday and the day before just being cold and gross and rainy. Ew. I went to lunch with Hunter today at HK across the street. I had a delightful Turkey and Brie sandwich. Tasty Delicious! New catch phrase. Use it.

I watched "V for Vendetta" last night with Caridee and Nick. Great movie; I had seen it once before with Nicole Bethell. It made me think about her for the first time in a while. I really have made a conscious effort to just erase her from my memory. Long story short, we were best friends, she found out I was doing drugs and stopped talking to me, we made up after I backed down a bit on the drugs, then the accident happened, she visited me in the hospital everyday, I get out of the hospital, she decides to not be my friend anymore, she apologizes a while later, a week after that she goes into a fit about how I should kill myself and that the accident was my fault. Since then I just can't even think that I would be friends with someone like that. So I decided that no matter what I will never let her back in. Because of that experience I have become more cautious with people that I am friends with. It takes me a lot more to invest my whole self into a friendship because how do I know they will be there for the long run. Natural feelings right?

Tonight I am going to dinner with Frank. I'm rather excited. Like I don't know. This giddy feeling is so much fun. I missed it. I have a feeling that I am not oging to get fucked over this time and that's a nice feeling.


Definitely getting some kisses later.

:-D